My questions to you are: 1. Do you have a trinket that you consider to have positive energy? What is it? Use to have a green C9 Christmas lightbulb I thought always brought me luck.. 2. Name a celebrity that the world would be better off without. The list goes to far on to begin. 3. What was your first job ever? Batman. 4. Favorite superhero?Batman. 5. When did you attend your first party without adult supervision? 16. 6. Do you remember your first email account ever? What was it? Something connected to atx and puppies. 7. Do your parents help you financially how so? No longer. 8. First person to pop into your mind: april 9. Name a song that you can’t stand. Anything from Miley 10. You made it this far HIGH FIVE! Now take a deep breath and amoment to embrace yourself, go look in the mirror and admire your beauty, tell yourself that you are beautiful, strong, and intelligent. Then carry on. No 11. What is the furthest distance that you have been from your parents? Emotionally or physically????
Love of my life can’t you see, bring it back
I have the rain, shiner, cigarettes and queen. How is this what’s inspiring me tonight. I must paint, write or have great sex. Anything, really. I just want to conquer something emotionally fulfilling.
I feel exhausted. Mentally worn out. Im not sure how much more I can take until I finally just lose it. Im tired of having to apologize and holding back all my frustration that way others can get their anger out. So they can say their take on things, which in their cases its the “truth”, and get to a point where one could live with the outcome. The outcome of whats done is done and they just need an apology or six with full agreement on their perspective.
Now what about me?. When do I get my peace?. I have heard the ins and outs now for weeks of his and hers and Im just done. One can only apologize so much. Im tired of sitting back and feeling berated by everyone else until they’re satisfied whilst I still haven’t had the opportunity to say my peace. I have my own anger, hurt, stress and pain but at this moment I don’t see there being any time for me. Does my side even matter by this point anymore? I don’t believe so.
I sometimes feel like I’m hidden from others media life. Probably my nose.